job hunts suck
2006-03-09, 6:22 p.m.

I had a second interview, which turned out to be a schpeal for a pyramid scheme. Thanks for wasting my gas money. Assholes. Seriously, ridiculous stuff like this only happens to ME.

Constant smackdowns like this make me think of the email sitting in my inbox. He still loves me, divorce will be final in April, he still wants to be with me, and I can come back whenever I'm ready.

Feels like selling my soul to the devil just to get some of the guess work taken out of my life. It's something a lot of women want, the option to just say eff it and go get married to someone with money and a stable job who loves them to the hilt. Course, it's me, so I can't just do it cause NOOOOO I have to have a problem with EVERYTHING.

I hate me.

I just got a call from a guy from a finance company wanting to meet with me. He's got openings in this area, I told him I'm looking to relocate to Cols, he said meet with him there are openings in Cols and if all goes well he'll see what he can do. Let's hope it's not a pyramid scheme.